



I have so many
dreams
and
wishes.
Many things to accomplish in my life.
I want to live my days fuller with more JOY.
I am truly grateful for all my blessings.
I see them each every morning and they brighten my path to my dreams coming true.
I saw a mother in town today that only has one child
(by choice or not, none of my business)
and I felt guilty (did I appreciate all my children today?).
What if she wanted more and couldn't.
I know that feeling.
Very much so....the longing and that creeping jealousy
you fight against when celebrating
other's blessings that were gifted.
We have struggled to find a way to adopt more children.
Crazy, some would say.
But, crazy bad.....like a feeling of hunger.
Our hearts want to Love more children simply.
That is a dream of ours and one day it will come true.
However, today eating pizza out with my loves I paused and vowed ,
I will celebrate the sweet people in my life and
NEVER
take them for granted.
And so I lingered a little longer and smiled at their beautiful faces.
They are mine and
I LOVE being their Mom.
They are so yummy.






